Okay this post is a little bit late, mainly because part of me didn’t want to admit it, but I am no longer in chastity. Mistress Nikky French was perfect and seriously the best Mistress/Keyholder I could have ever asked for. She was kind enough however to allow me to attempt a vanilla relationship.
Obviously I paid a penalty to Mistress to compensate her for breaking our agreement. It wasn’t a decision I took lightly, the months having Mistress Nikky as my Mistress were some of the most fulfilling of my life, I managed to explore a side of me that I had only fantasised about.
I really didn’t anticipate ending our arrangement anywhere near as soon as we did, I have not been interested in many women in my life and was not actively seeking a relationship, Mistress was taking up most of my concentrations. However there had always been one woman that had a large hold on my heart, that circumstances had never allowed me to pursue and now actually have. She’ll probably never know what I gave up for her, but I hope we will make it work.
The decision was really tough, however as close as I was to Mistress, the bond which I’m sure we had developed, I knew that she was my Mistress and could not progress beyond that, whereas now I at least have the chance for (it’s really too soon to say this but you never know) a long lasting relationship that could lead to marriage/kids etc etc…
I can never thank Mistress Nikky enough for everything she did for me whilst being my owner, I will never forget it, I’m sure when I’m old and grey I will look back on this time as one of the best experiences of my life. If anyone has any urge to visit a Domme I recommend it, and definitely Mistress Nikky, she really is an incredible person.